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April's Attic

by Hidden Hand

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1.
Ghost City 04:35
We slept to mask our dismal lives Now I can’t find no place to hide Stuck in a carrefour Eyes pacing round in search of.. Ghost city - where pain’s never truly gone Ghost city - I know you’re not the one Ghost city - cold drives for colder nights Ghost city - why can’t you stay out of sight? I shrivel up behind the wheel Throttling the gas so I don’t feel Time seems to stretch so far and wide When all that comes to mind is.. Ghost city - where pain’s never truly gone Ghost city - I know you’re not the one Ghost city - cold drives for colder nights Ghost city - why can’t you stay out of sight? Why can’t you stay out of sight? Why can't you.. A blank haze obscures my forward view All I can think about is you A blank haze obscures my forward view All I can think about is.. A blank haze obscures my forward view All I can think about is you A blank haze obscures my forward view All I can think about is.. (ghosts) Ghost city - where pain’s never truly gone Ghost city - I know you’re not the one Ghost city - cold drives for colder nights Ghost city - why can’t you stay out of sight? Ghost city - where pain’s never truly gone Ghost city - I know you’re not the one Ghost city - cold drives for colder nights Ghost city - why can’t you stay out of sight? A blank haze obscures my forward view All I can think about is you A blank haze obscures my forward view All I can think about is.. A blank haze obscures my forward view All I can think about is you A blank haze obscures my forward view All I can think about is..
2.
It’s time to go back home where lights excite in roar Promise of gain seeps in through dopamine’s ichor For there’s no greeting like an ensemble of eyes Appraising prey through subtle arsenals of lies This world is cold, it’s what you lack Rise from the mould, verge off the tracks Abandon hope, no turning back Dark days have come, toughen your act No composure will save you from the nights ahead What you don’t know’s what you should fear lying in bed You’re safe for now, but who’s to say that wasn’t planned? Idle hours hone fixation of a hidden hand This world is cold, it’s what you lack Rise from the mould, verge off the tracks Abandon hope, no turning back Dark days have come, toughen your act To see it all is to feel nothing To see it all is to feel nothing To see it all is to feel nothing To see it all is to feel nothing To feel nothing To feel nothing To feel nothing I don't feel it I feel nothing Our clairvoyance remains lost in the fray We flee withdrawn, annulled in existential bray What was the point? What was the fight behind the cause? Broadcasts of pain left to conclude in sparse applause
3.
Test Subject 05:20
You said goodbye in drunken haze To be met with ‘hi’ and rancour’s flame Marred blackened souls drift through this club Patience is kind, just don’t shut up Ever feel that you’re just like a string? Stretched out and worn from fabled kings One moment’s all it takes to lie To give this wasteland one last try You gave this wasteland one last try Fast forward to a backwards time Small, cheap red lights are all that shines Where pleasure can’t be told from pain He asks if he can try again You know there’s no question to ask Frail and confused, you hold your mask The defiling never seems to stop You’re a test subject until you drop A hollow shell resembling life You’re a test subject until you’re A hollow shell resembling life You’re a test subject until you drop Until you drop Now drop A hollow shell resembling life remains This wasteland needs no more tries It's time to drop A hollow shell resembling life You’re a test subject until you’re A hollow shell resembling life You’re a test subject until you drop Until you drop Now drop A hollow shell resembling life remains
4.
If you’re in trauma, you’ve got time to reminisce Watching the wind blow through a world that’s so amiss Turn on the lights now for memories overdue Stare into the diaries of what used to be you Here’s April’s attic, come take a look, what will you find? Will you be left in constant search to distract the mind? In April’s attic, nothing is what it once seemed Boxes of youth now out of reach, just like your dreams Now out of reach, just like your dreams Reaching for joy buried in distances of time Some idle afternoon of emptiness and chimes Modern malaise makes me want to go back to sleep So I’ll reform my life through the company I keep I’ve stopped believing I’ve stopped believing Here’s April’s attic, come take a look, what will you find? Will you be left in constant search to distract the mind? In April’s attic, nothing is what it once seemed Boxes of youth now out of reach, just like your dreams Just like your dreams Just like your dreams Just like your dreams Just like your dreams I’ve stopped believing I’ve stopped believing
5.
Hush Bunny 05:39
She’s got that bad bitch look in her eyes She’s such a savage in her disguise At night she tells you all what you like Except that one thing burned in her psyche With every hun, the gun is run No morning sun, hush bunny Don’t go down low, just play it slow Where will you go, hush bunny With every breath, there’s lessons left A life bereft, hush bunny When it’s too much, obey the rush Lest you’ll be crushed, hush bunny Their lights still glimmer on Parisien lakes Dreams of prosperity is all it takes Swallow up the penalty for what you’ll make Too gone to realise it’s all fake With every hun, the gun is run No morning sun, hush bunny Don’t go down low, just play it slow Where will you go, hush bunny With every breath, there’s lessons left A life bereft, hush bunny When it’s too much, obey the rush Lest you’ll be crushed, hush bunny Lying on lies Lying on lies Lying on lies Lying on lies Lying on lies
6.
When every day is a fight When there’s not much left You’ll find me down in the park I’ll be waiting When all your plans subside When there’s tarnished pride I’ll leave it all behind Still and waiting I’m ready for pain Sacrificial pain When they’re all let-downs When the world turns black There’s always time to mourn Once you’re waiting When the heart falls down Right before you drown A light shines in the dark There and waiting I’m ready for pain Sacrificial pain Ready for pain Sacrificial pain Ready for pain Sacrificial pain Still the end seems so far away Once withered, I’m left astray Why embrace when you can decay? The answer seems so far away I’m ready for pain Sacrificial pain
7.
A blank canvas lies in front of you Isn't it time that all your hopes came through? A world awaiting, or so it seems Sometimes face value does not reflect the means Trapped in a life you could not expect Thin clockwork hands synced as time directs Never above, always below somehow There's no right time, all that remains is now These doors hide secrets, beyond your call These doors hide secrets, always in thrall Bounds of frustration grow and agitate After a while it seems you've met your fate Decades of efforts met with new escapes Failed insurrection swept under the grate The blinds grow dark; it's time to sleep again Waiting for truth to redress and amend With the door open, will you even care? Symptoms reduced to an aimless stare These doors hide secrets, beyond your call These doors hide secrets, always in thrall What price is a life today? What price is a life today? These doors hide secrets, beyond your call These doors hide secrets, always in thrall
8.
Overcast 07:36
I can’t trust this calm That I house myself around A void that’s so inviting A void with ends abound With ends abound Within these nights alone In reach of ample eyes Should I connect with ghosts? Should I bring through demise? Should I bring through demise? And the pain that I feel, it just hovers forever Overcast And the emptiness I know never seems to tether Overcast Clenching at any hope I can find for tomorrow Overcast Running at anything that can subdue my sorrow Overcast

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“All men are, at times, influenced by inexplicable sentiments. Ideas haunt them in spite of all their efforts to discard them. Prepossessions are entertained, for which their reason is unable to discover any adequate cause. The strength of a belief, when it is destitute of any rational foundation, seems, of itself, to furnish a new ground for credulity. We first admit a powerful persuasion, and then, from reflecting on the insufficiency of the ground on which it is built, instead of being prompted to dismiss it, we become more forcibly attached to it." - Charles Brockden Brown

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released December 8, 2022

All tracks written by Hidden Hand

Witness 1 - All instruments

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New aeon post punk from Ireland, immersed in everyday human grief.

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